impulsivesuggestion:

Grab a knife from the cupboard. Jam it in your forearm. Feel it slice through skin and flesh and hear the cracking sound it makes when it hits your bone. Look at the cut and stick your finger in it. Grab your bone with your hand and yank it out. Now do it again and again and again until your bone breaks, until every bone in your body is broken, until theres no patch of skin that isn’t covered by blood