Hold on

I cant even cheer up anymore

me: [doesnt get attention for fifteen seconds]
me: [drapes self over the lounge] it is fine. i am Okay. i suppose it is simply my destiny to die alone. Abandoned. Without a soul in the world to care for me. [delicately wipes a glistening tear from my eye] i'm not bothered. i Understand why you all Hate Me and wish me dead. after all, maybe it is all for the best....... [i stare forlornly into the middle distance, allowing my limbs to go slack as i lie back and wait to wither away, ignored forever]

I keep checking even though i know the same results

You don’t really need me

I really wish i could die, but you wouldn’t really care.

My eye stings
My head is hurts
My body feels numb

And that i am alone. Lets review ALL of the mistakes i ever did in my life. Yay.

A sneeze/cough just gave me a panic attack